It’s almost 2am and I still can’t fall asleep. Fuck insomnia. But this probably means I wont turn up for school tomorrow. I mean we do need at least seven hours of sleep a day and it doesn’t seem like I’ll fall asleep anytime soon. I absolutely hate nights like these.
And yet they happen so often. And they can go on for months and months even, I actually had this problem since I was a kid. I used to think how scary it was to die, I know, morbid. But now I don’t, yet my mind wonders away and hours pass, I check my phone, I get shocked so long has passed already. I want to be able to lie down, and before I know it, fall into a deep slumber. Not like now, I keep rubbing my eyes and tearing, and tossing and turning until all the sheets come off. Hate it. Makes me over think things and it’s an absolute waste of time. Misery.

Okay i’m 2 minutes early, can’t be bothered, shall get off tumblr now.